On Longing to be Known
Of late, I discovered that a Sufi minister from Bangladesh offers sermons in Ballard, where I live, in an "interfaith" church. It has been very interesting to go to these, because in all honesty I had given up on religion, yet the images and parables from the Quran and Sufi mystics such as Rumi have had an affect on me that I did not expect. I had been, and still am, struggling with the place and role of religion in contemporary life, struggling with the ludicrous fascination of all 3 monotheistic religions with Armageddon and the ridiculous bloody showdown at the end of days, always expected any day now, which somehow is supposed to be the inevitable will of God. I had been struggling with a presumed God who is nothing else but a royal pain in the ass. This is not what is offered in these sermons I've been going to. In these, God is a breath inside the infinite space of our hearts, a flash of authenticity carried by each of us, a God that, to my surprise, is very effectively spoken about through Islamic parables and poetry, verses which I often do not recognize but, when I do, have a fresh and renewed life to them somehow.
I learned yesterday that there is a Hadith Qudsi where God says that he was "a treasure longing to be found", and thus he created the heavens and the earth and humanity because of this longing (an update here on Oct 6th-- I had said earlier that this was from the Quran. Not so). So, therefore, God created us because he had a longing, a yearning, for us to discover him. Wow, how beautifully put ... a much better alternative than the stupid notion of us being tested, of having to go through all sorts of trials and tribulations under the judging gaze of a "greater being" not unlike a vindictive teenager playing "the Sims".
Mind you, I am not at all interested in "rediscovering religion", but I think I am interested in finding out what Islam, the religion with which I was raised, had to offer, if anything (besides, of course, its serving, free of charge, as the new enemy in a global epic fantasy). Come to think of it, perhaps that is the role of Islam today, being cast that role in an important theatrical production that has to be played out (?)... hopefully until some better production comes along?
I learned yesterday that there is a Hadith Qudsi where God says that he was "a treasure longing to be found", and thus he created the heavens and the earth and humanity because of this longing (an update here on Oct 6th-- I had said earlier that this was from the Quran. Not so). So, therefore, God created us because he had a longing, a yearning, for us to discover him. Wow, how beautifully put ... a much better alternative than the stupid notion of us being tested, of having to go through all sorts of trials and tribulations under the judging gaze of a "greater being" not unlike a vindictive teenager playing "the Sims".
Mind you, I am not at all interested in "rediscovering religion", but I think I am interested in finding out what Islam, the religion with which I was raised, had to offer, if anything (besides, of course, its serving, free of charge, as the new enemy in a global epic fantasy). Come to think of it, perhaps that is the role of Islam today, being cast that role in an important theatrical production that has to be played out (?)... hopefully until some better production comes along?



